humiliate me

First off, let me just say You are incredibly beautiful and I would love to worship you. I would like to purchase a pair of your worn dirty panties. I 've never done this before but the thought of getting your panties and calling You on niteflirt with them is soooo humiliating. Better still I get so turned on at the thought of you taking pictures or video of my cam while You humiliate me. Maybe domination would be in order. 
I'm a little scared of even emailing because i fear I'll be helplessly addicted to purchasing your panties. 
May i asked how we can set this up if possible. I would love to watch you on cam get them dirty and put them in an envelope before You mail them out if possible.